long time no self reflection

I've been neglecting my self imposed blog duties due to the simple fact that I've been without my computer for about a month.  I'll leave the reason ambiguous, with the slightest clue: I'm a dumbass.  

Not to get too self indulgent with the self deprecation, but the greatest proof for me that there may be greater forces at work is  the fact that I'm still alive after 21 years of life.  Considering my degree of ineptness in combination with the risks I take, theoretically I should really be dead, but alas, here I am in Poland with my computer working drinking some yummy herbata.  I almost got hit by a car today.

I suggest: "Day and Nite (crookers remix)" Kid Cudi dirty pleasure.